Struggle

I struggle. I can't focus. I don't want to go back to my old life, but it seems to me it would be much easier for everyone.

World's Greatest Children

Sometimes I feel bad because I have been so focused on myself lately. I question whether I have neglected my children in order to focus on myself. I remind myself that I need to be happy in order to be the best mom to the world's greatest children.

Community Service

I have always felt it is important to do community service. I stopped doing a lot of things over the past year, but right now, I really need to focus on myself. Someday, I hope to recommit to helping others.

Want to Help

I don't remember a lot of conflict with the older kids when they were pre-teens. I really want to help my youngest sort through some issues. I wish I could help him, I just have to figure out how.

Feeling Wanted

It was so nice to see my parents more over the past few months. The best part was when I was leaving my parent's house was when my mom hugged me and said she "was sad to see me go."

Decisions

Making a decision, and finding out later if it was right or wrong, is better then making no decision. I wish I was encouraged as a child to take risks.

Will I Find Happiness?

Why is life so complicated? I never thought my life would come to the point it has. I am confused. I want to be happy, but I am unsure of what will make me happy.