I tried all weekend to distract myself and keep myself busy, and I think I was relatively successful. However, today is different. It is raining and incredibly quiet around the house. The kids are off at school, Ben is still fishing, and I find myself unable to focus; or even function for that matter. I tried to think of it as a weekend to myself where I could watch movies, and focus on the kids. I did spend time with each of them, and watched way too many movies - Serendipity; Definitely, Maybe; Something's Gotta Give and even started the Dead Poet's Society with two of the three children. However, today it is raining so hard, I can't even go on my morning walk, and for some reason, I can't find the beauty in the rain today.
